Soul Journey Home

My Journey into the Cosmic Void

I initially experienced the life force energy of an earthly colored large three inch reptilian snake with gentle coursing undulating body motions which my body took on experientially, along my spine and in each successive purging and cleansing of my chakra centers… All body sensations to the core of my being left my body. There was no body aches or pain, no emotional baggage, no trauma nor mind chatter and no fear whatsoever.

As that was taking place I realized this was a gentle experience of the Kundalini rising as opposed to past fearful intensive liquid fire experiences of years ago, and surrendered into the process in what was happening in freeing my soul journeying to continue. My body then spontaneously took up mudras of a goddess with sacred gestures such as hand gestures and right leg crossed over my left knee. It felt like I was being taught preliminary lessons and it had my full conscious attention.

The next experience was akin to dying and my soul leaving my body through my hands over the top of my head as in right prayer; into following the energy. As an after thought, I have done many out of body journeys before however this experience had no similarity to them at all.

What followed was a visual bluish translucent goddess figure with her gentle swaying hand mudra motions which my consciousness focused on and as she then turned gently to the right and then to the left in a panoramic slow dance viewing motion.... I understood her invitation into looking through her thumb and forefinger mudra position as through the eyes of perception and for me to further explore on my own.

The next experience was seeing an irregular shaped round small one inch neon like glowing pulsating white core energy field surrounded by a slightly shifting electric blue band of energy… attracting me to move towards it and yet seemed so far away as I traveled effortlessly towards it’s center, and there was no fear no body, yet a mobility of pure consciousness that was awe inspiring and as I approached I observed the alive pulsation growing.

The scene before me turned into a lightning core spark preparing to come alive in a shower of lightning patterns that appeared before me in exquisite beauty and with no sound present in that reality. I was sure I was experiencing a spark of life within that lightning realm.

The next event of my soul journey took me through this energy discharge to what I experienced as deeper and deeper into the void. I was very aware of not being a physical entity and I was totally free for the journey to the cosmic soup deep within this potent filled realm of universal creative realities where all possibilities exist. I traveled so very far that I felt I was gone to all earthly existence and felt a moment of eternity that seemed endless and timeless.

I have no clear recollection of my return journey into my physical body. However as my normal consciousness returned into the Breathwork setting. I found myself with repetitive smiling and chuckling bouts to myself with joy at the cosmic joke that had eluded my earthly experiences for all these lifetimes and I felt this soul laughter as a child of this Universe getting the meaning of being part of this Wholeness, Purity, Innocence and Beauty within this Soulfulness journey.

I laid down on my bed that evening reviewing the many imprints and lessons accumulated thus far over lifetimes of attachments. I realized my quest is to continue to my Higher Spiritual Self and evolve with Heart and Spirit in becoming the person I was meant to be and not for survival sake I came to be.

In our closing sharing circle and mandala artwork many integrative connections came up for me especially the congruent relation between my original Kundalini Opening. My conscious sperm and ovum journey into Conscious Conception, and my Goddess Soul journey, which share a common theme of death, rebirth and renewal, all facets of my journey into this present life form which is a deepening process to my Authentic Higher Self.

I am very thankful for Jacquelyn’s grounding wisdom in sharing what for me was the most Awesome Experience in delving into my return Home. An insight that came to me was that I came down into human form through Conception and the Soul returns upward back into our original remembered cosmic Essence of Beingness.
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Today, I honor and feel graced in the courage and willingness to reclaim this journey back home. This journey which has served me well and has brought me deeper into the mystery of Being and Healing. Many more truths await while I ponder this great mystery of life, and send a Questing Prayer.

Oh! Great Spirit, please hear this little two legged one "Medicine Seeker" Would the creation of human form be the result of your ultimate loving gift to Humanity and all within sperm and ovum encoded with that Sacred Truth. Would the omnipotent unconditional love present at conception, infused with compassion, Co-creative Spirit and Sacred purpose be our ultimate Life Quest in bringing forth Integration and Re-Unification on our homeward journey back into the Great Mystery.

I deeply honor my Spiritual Quest of the Goddess within for guidance on my continuing journey to Wholeness and very mindful and grateful for each and every one of you inspiring souls who were very present at this Integrative Breathwork weekend.

Gerald Burnett Copyright Protected May 15/2007